Is it because I don't show my emotions; so automatically I don't feel it? Is it because everybody else can easily show theirs so they are right? I want to say a lot of things but I stop myself because people are sensitive. They think I'm not. I remember a celebrity once said "it doesn't what people call you, its who calls you that; which matters".
I'm disappointed and its interesting finding out how I am perceived and how it was... (*bleep* too many words that have to be censored for sensitive people). I'm disappointed how it ended up. I can't feel regret for it because things happen for a reason.
I will feel sad and depress for awhile. Scared for awhile. Contemplating and I will come to an epiphany.
Things happen for a reason, I'm the underdog for a reason. I haven't found the reason yet. I can't grab on to anybody, I open up but I don't grab on people to support me so I have to move on. I have to stand up for myself, no one can do it for me but myself.
Things definitely won't be the same and you know what? I'm used to it. I'm not asking for pity, I already received too much of it from myself. As usual, I will take the fall. Thank you.
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