Its Christmas Eve and I am on the sofa, watching a 1987 Garfield Christmas Special. Well. I watch it even when its not Christmas. Its one of my favorite Garfield Specials. I do miss classic cartoons, days of being naive and innocent. For some reason, I still believe 80's & 90's cartoons have more heart and soul in their stories. It does freak me out or even scare me too at times when I watch them again. But gone are those days, now its all about adulthood, feeling the void and emptiness.
I didn't bake my pie, not a euphemism. I bake apple or egg pie, thats my specialty and butter cookies as well. When was the last time I cooked? What other stuff do I cook? I cook Adobong Manok (pinoy-style stewed chicken), Pancit Canton (stir fried noodles) and roast chicken. Fried rice too but who can't cook fried rice? Instant noodles, mine aren't just plain instant noodles. I put Kimchi, luncheon and put a fried egg on top. As I said I didn't cook anything just matches the Christmas season when people cook and food is everywhere. Now I'm craving... Shit! But a nice roast turkey sounds good! LOL!
Tomorrow Christmas day... Its Christmas Day. My 30th Christmas, reminds me that I still haven't found myself or haven't broken off being from a sheltered life. What's next? I do need to make a move soon, I hope 2014 is the year but of course its not. Its just another hallucination. LOL. So tis the season of sulking and disappointment complete. I mean. Isn't that what Christmas is all about? LOL... Or was it Thanksgiving? Either, negativity makes holidays special otherwise you wouldn't feel hope if you didn't realise failure. I did get some cool presents for Christmas... I havent bough any yet though... Need to catch up tomorrow, on Christmas day. And then. Random video! P.S. This song was used for RPDR season 6's super trailer.
Other than sulking, I also printed this dinosaur optical illusion this afternoon. I leave you with this Instagram video and remember something is always watching you.
The Cholesterol Mind
