Everything is starting to be a blur though... I mean haven't I been in a blur. I'm not in focus but at least not yet self-destructive that I usually am. I still aspire to be Karen Walker; like rich and no longer gives a shit or can be no shits to give.
I'm in such a blur that even my creativity is at a blur. Hobbies get affected too... like... literally What The Fuck is going on?