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Monday, May 14, 2018

20180514 - Anxieties and other problems

So I have some positive news but also means it brings me anxiety.  I hope it goes well, more news later on.  My anxieties as an introvert is always a problem.  My blunt honest mouth is also another problem.  I am not a sales talker so I can't really sell myself very because I will sell the reality of the situation and not drag you on an imaginary ride.  So.. Fingers crossed!

I drew 2 pictures today, yey!  First one is a drawing of Divine the drag queen who starred in "Pink Flamingos".  I had a Jon Waters marathon a few weeks ago.  His movies are disgusting, weird and intelligent.  It is B Movies at its best.  It doesn't give you a B movie where all the time it is not going all the way and you can see the hesitation.  Jon Waters films as low budget and stupid they seem, a lot of the themes and stories are actually very philosophical and intelligent.



The second drawing I made was an normal asian man.  Nothing special nor back story on this drawing.  I don't draw much men but I suddenly drew one today.

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I am listening to 10 Japanese Ritual Games while I write this post which reminds me I have to start working on Paranormal or Abnormal.  I will probably do a test run to gauge my enthusiasm pretty much.  As I said, I love paranormal stuff.  To clarify, paranormal meaning ghosts, spirits or supernatural beings.  Gore movies are not paranormal stuff.  A psychopath with a chainsaw cutting people up is not paranormal and I am not into those movies.  I prefer movies about ghost hauntings like Conjuring and Annabelle .  I mean; yeah they kill people too but the idea of a ghost doing it, is what I am more in to.  I don't know what I am talking about at this point and why I am talking about this stuff too.  I guess that is it for today.



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