Middle of the month already... Like Omigosh. Time Flies!!! Then I will be reporting for Holiday Duty. I am babysitting the new guy at work still... I have no idea why they are all passing him to me... When everybody said I should take care of him and train him again... Bitch. Like. I was. Like. Why the fuck does the latest addition have to teach the even newer guy? I haven't gotten my shit in full pieces together and they want me and expect me to take care of an even newer guy. Like. Seriously. So I don't f-ing know, how he will survive and how I will survive. I don't like this feeling, and I don't like this responsibility.
Peaceful thoughts. Peaceful thoughts. Let's just listen to Bob Ross' soothing and relaxing voice. I am still watching his shows on YouTube. Love that it is on there and not yet pulled. I am not sure if the Bob Ross company uploaded it; either I love it. He works with Oil or acrylic canvas painting which my father was so good at. I remember he painted this view of a Mountain and stream running down at the bottom with tress and forest on the side. It kinda looks like the painting in this episode. I have always thought it was the most beautiful thing ever. Also I was still young and has never seen anything in the outside world. But Yeah. That stuck on my mind until now, so the though of mountains and streams of water always brings me there. Unfortunately though, my father never thought any of his kids to paint nor play instruments. I self learned to draw and remember wanting so much to learn how to paint. Now watching this showing re-tingles my desire to learn oil painting but I know it is messy and will be a great challenge especially with my work and future family responsibilities. I wonder if the apps nowadays can do the same. Anyway that is in the past, we gotta move on and keep pushing for the future. I still always dream of having a cabin in the woods, with the mountain view and stream or lake just like in that painting.
I don't think I have been active on anything lately. My YouTube is scheduled to publish videos, my Instagram hasn't had much active posts, my store is there nothing happening as expected. I just somehow the SNS life has paused or lost inspiration. Maybe it is the weather I don't know. I am re-watching ANTM aside from Bob Ross and slowly going back to Japanese Ghost movies or videos. These are my comfort zones and in this winter weather I do want to be comfortable.
I don't think I have been active on anything lately. My YouTube is scheduled to publish videos, my Instagram hasn't had much active posts, my store is there nothing happening as expected. I just somehow the SNS life has paused or lost inspiration. Maybe it is the weather I don't know. I am re-watching ANTM aside from Bob Ross and slowly going back to Japanese Ghost movies or videos. These are my comfort zones and in this winter weather I do want to be comfortable.
