I AM A STORYTELLER

GOOD EVENING DISTINGUISHED PANEL OF JUDGES. I AM ONE PERSON OF MANY AND A PLETHORA OF DIFFERENT VERSIONS OF ME IN MY HEAD. THIS IS MY SHOW, I AM THE VOICE-OVER NARRATOR THAT GIVES THE COMMENTARIES TO THINGS THAT ARE HAPPENING AROUND ME. COME AND READ ALL ABOUT IT.

THIS IS A DIARY. THIS IS A JOURNAL. THESE ARE THE VOICES IN MY HEAD.

Tuesday, December 3, 2019

20191203 - Go Go Contemplation of No Return

Today is one of the most frustrating day of the year.  

It is beyond the anger phase.  I felt so pissed off I just no longer cared.


I have been watching the Shane Dawson X Jeffree Star documentaries in Youtube.  It feels good to watch other people have that kind of success after their hard work because on some level I don't feel my hard work is paying off.  At least I can live it in the movies.



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I wish I can reset my job soon.  These are the days when I just think is it still worth it?

CREATIVE | COLORFUL | CORRUPTED

SERVING INSANITY SINCE 2011