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Monday, March 4, 2013

Inner Voices

If you can read my mind, it's full of bleeps and words that NS... for anything actually. My head is like a constant reality tv commentary, it's like just the cut scenes of me giving reaction to what's happening around me. Thank goodness I'm a very quiet person and just keep to myself.
 
The ride back home on the MTR was interesting, even the walk to the station was interesting. When I was at the crossroad downstairs from our office, on the other was this Caucasian woman, staring at me. Eyes wide open, crazy eyes, and smirk that's was Joker-like. I just walked faster and faster... Away from the crazy lady! Let's attach one of my drawings that is Joker-inspired (looking back she did kinda looked like it).
 
 
Then on the train, a Chinese probably from mainland stood next to me. After awhile I started smelling something weird... Shitty actually. Then on the corner of my eye, I saw her putting something in her mouth. I was like "did this bitch just ate shit?". So I sort cleared my throat then slowly glanced at her. I think she picked up on that I took noticed of her shit candy then walked away. Thank goodness! After a few minutes, I noticed a man stand in front of me. He was skinny, unhealthy dare I say. Honestly looked like 2 puffs away from rehab. He actually resembled someone... BLEEP.
 
Enough of the reality shit commentary. I just bought a paint brush. I'm gonna experiment with my color pencils maybe it would give a smooth finish on my drawings. Drawing at work, I used tissues as a brush. I'm not professionally trained so I don't what it's called, sort of spreading the lead on the paper; blending I guess. I haven't drawn something new, but I'm trying the brush on other drawings I had, so far it's looking good but not the full effect I'm going for, I had to taped the brush to make it harder. I will get another brush, shorter strands probably get the harder feeling because my color pencils are not so "Spready". Below is a comparison, the zoomed in after the paintbrush application.
 
I honestly didn't see the difference at first, but after a few more strokes (ahem) then I saw the color change. After doing the comparison pic, I totally see the effect I was going for and I think I'm going the right direction. I will keep the brush and use it for larger blending. I definitely need another brush with harder strands.
 
So that's the Bleep for now. Continue working your asses off pips!
 
 


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