20180116 - Chernobyl Reactor No.4

So Today, I watched a documentary about the Chernobyl Disaster.  I started to learn of Chernobyl just recently, I heard it just thrown around here and there but I didn't know what it really meant or what it referred to.  I just learned about the truth; nope, the story of Chernobyl maybe 2-3 years ago or maybe even more.  I think it was when Fukushima Nuclear Power Plant exploded.

I know I'm weird.  I'm self aware unlike most people.  So what I'm saying is that I sometimes would or can relate to this weird disasters.  I guess a few years ago I did have some anger issues a few years back; nothing serious or damaging, and now I feel like a ghost town inside, empty and a mess.

Nowadays I feel like an explorer trying to find the core of my soul, or better yet my soul.  Its difficult to be continuing to do something you know is not really your thing.  It is confusing and exhausting because I know its no longer for me but I don't know, I haven't discovered the real me.  Anyways, I am starting to spit out gibberish.  You can watch the documentary below.