20180117 - New Year New End

So.  We are still in the first month of 2018 and I already have to rethink, re-evaluate and breathe.  Life as we know it; is depressing.  A lot of stuff in life we could not control, and yes, we made those decisions ourselves but most of the times its always a decision setup for failure.  I dunno why I’m putting up Pete Burns’ Last interview but I guess it reflects my mood.  I feel like even though we look like we are succeeding at something; life is actually crumbling down in the background.

Will anything go right? Will anything work in your favor? At all?

So today, I received an email from YouTube telling me that I don’t have enough watch minutes nor subscribers. How encouraging.  Granted, I started the channel as a hobby and not as a money making scheme; it still feels like a back hand slap in the face.  Its like very reassuring, that I am full of shit and nobody gives a shit.  Moving on, the consequence?  No more monetization tools from YouTube.  So it makes you think, do you continue a pointless hobby? Do you keep going or just give it up?

I don’t know where I’ll take this project at this moment.  I still have content ready that could last this year and mid-2019 besides I also don’t know when will Google be blocked in. Hong Kong.  So I guess we’ll just have to see how this turns out.