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Saturday, August 18, 2018

20180818 - Sailing Sailing Boat a Sailing

Today was on a Company Party, I guess it is the Annual Company Party or whatever it is called.  The Point all the staff was there... on a boat or yacht in a coast somewhere in Clearwater Bay.  I didn't swim because I didn't want to.  I think it was because I am not yet super comfortable with the new faces.  Also because you know? Introvert.  I did chat with a couple of people, I mean I am not that anti-social.  I will talk to people if they talk to me but just don't expect it to be a very long conversation.  The person talking to me has to be very... persuasive?  Well they have to keep the conversation going because I am more of a respond to your question type of conversationalist.

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Being in very tight social situations make me always think afterwards like I should be mingling and shit but I am just not that kind of person I guess.  Also I have a very dark sense of humor that no one ever gets.  After that I would think... I should have brought my video game with me.  I am surprised I even make it society.  I think I am borderline hikikomori.  Google it.  I think that way because most of the time I don't crave actual human interaction.  I would rather just watch a video of people interacting.  At this point, I would think about it but have accepted that it is no longer a struggle to myself.  It is a struggle but for other people and that is their problem.

Listening to Dead or Alive.  What was I talking about?  I had a donut today.  I want some more but I have to keep up with my controlled diet.  I am watching Begin Japanology episode about traditional Japanese folk house.  I have always wanted to own one and live in one.  I think it is so beautiful and peaceful.  It is so fascinating.  I think I began notice those kind of houses from the "Ranma 1/2" Series. I love that Anime.  Also "My Neighbor Totoro", they lived in a hybrid traditional Japanese and western house.  The Japanese minimalist I can live with; the Western minimalism not so much.  Of course, my dream Traditonal Japanese Folk house is updated with latest technology like a smart.


I might be tired or the wind blowing on my face all day or maybe the boat rocking movement because I am slightly dizzy.  I have to sleep soon because I have the 0700 shift tomorrow.

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